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Hush! by Edward-Jekyll Hush! :iconedward-jekyll:Edward-Jekyll 762 120 Mini-tutorial: Lips by bealor Mini-tutorial: Lips :iconbealor:bealor 3,166 69
you loved someone.
Chloe is nineteen when she dies.
She ends it with a shotgun
the night her brother gets out
on parole.
They say he molested her
they say
he raped nine women
ten eleven twelve women
they say no
it was nine little girls
ten eleven twelve
little girls, kids, the bastard.
They say
he was a bad man
they say
“No wonder she did it.
If he was my blood
I’d’ve done it, too.”
You go to the funeral
because that’s what good people
because your mother asks you
“You want to go to Heaven,
don’t you?”
without looking up from her knitting
and you would laugh in her face,
but she’s your mother
and you love her
so you go.
A man you know stops you –
a friend of John’s  –
John, who is not yours anymore
but Chloe’s
(even now, even in death,
you know he’ll keep her
longer than he kept you)
on your way to the bathroom.
“John really loved her, y’know,” the man says
as if you wouldn
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ANIME EYE TUTORIAL by chisacha ANIME EYE TUTORIAL :iconchisacha:chisacha 4,820 118 Pencil Self Portrait: Eyes by markcrilley Pencil Self Portrait: Eyes :iconmarkcrilley:markcrilley 1,829 212 something restful about death by laura-makabresku something restful about death :iconlaura-makabresku:laura-makabresku 775 27
Therapists, I don't like their taste.
in 7th grade                                      
i didn’t know depression
until she told me her name,
carving forever scratches
along my limbs like
little love notes on the bark
of a tree.
she stole my rings
and left me hollow.
i had only ever met anxiety
in passing, until one day
he handed me power and told me
to hurt someone else with it.
with an uncontrollable
quivering in my fingers,
he whispered, “ to survive,
you must learn quickly.”
as i shoved the bevel of a needle
into a strangers arm.
so, if a therapist
could talk away my scars
like iodine disinfects,
guide the ships
through the storm of my mind
like a lighthouse-
instead of pills,
if a therapist could
give me the strength
of dragons,
i might just
take my chances.
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Death Takes Two Sugars
Death knocked on the door
came inside without invitation
poured herself some tea
and asked for a story.
He laughed at all the right parts,
cried when I cried,
asked for more than she received
silently demanding.
It cried with me and laughed with me
sipping their tea and listening
she wondered what I didn’t do
then told me how idiotic I was.
He told me about the children
I could have had but didn’t
and the falls that lifted me up
with the loss of others.
The story of how I almost killed a girl
when she ran into the street
scared her to run into the arms of her father
and never ran into the street again.
The tale of the man who was meant for me
yet still didn’t want me
and that was not my fault but his
for his life went on a different path.
Death pushed in his chair and declared,
‘It’s time for you to go’
despite my tea’s warmth
and my story was not quite finished.
‘I’m not ready to go’
I bellowed and threw my cup
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Electric Guitar by alltelleringet Electric Guitar :iconalltelleringet:alltelleringet 1,120 128 Slakolov by Slakolov Slakolov :iconslakolov:Slakolov 1 2
Black eyeliner
When did it become such an inconvenience to smile at strangers?  It's such a discomfort these days.  She's walking right by you.  It's just you and her.  You know she's there.  She know's you're coming--and she looks down.  Because studying the ash on the sidewalk is easier than attempting a half-smile at you.  Makes you wonder if you're ugly, huh?
Some people hide behind their cigarettes.  You see someone leaning against a brick wall, a Newport poking out between their lips--and it almost gives them an excuse not to look friendly.  "I overpaid for a pack of cancer-sticks.  I'm allowed to look pissed off."  I rarely see someone smiling and smoking at the same time.  If it's such an unhappy process--why do it?  Like self-mutilation, really.  I guess everyone has their schtick.  I hide behind black eyeliner.  It's not that I mind
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Enchanted Evening by AnnMarieBone Enchanted Evening :iconannmariebone:AnnMarieBone 1,090 246 Steampunk Tinkerbell by Firefly-Path Steampunk Tinkerbell :iconfirefly-path:Firefly-Path 8,916 329 fall by betsybauer fall :iconbetsybauer:betsybauer 129 11 When dreams come true by Leonid Afremov by Leonidafremov When dreams come true by Leonid Afremov :iconleonidafremov:Leonidafremov 497 45 Commission : Haku by emilySculpts Commission : Haku :iconemilysculpts:emilySculpts 2,999 0



Sorry I've left you all on hiatus for the majority of the school year...things just got really busy--really fast, and I didn't have much spare time. Now, however, I've already started drawing and cartooning things and they will be subsequently uploaded as soon as I find my one thingy that moves stuff....
Expect to see new mediums, new styles, shading, clothing lines, and lots and lots and LOTS of random doodles. As a general tip...hold on to your socks. >:)



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bringmebacktolife01 Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2013  Student General Artist
Hey. Message me when your on please.
bringmebacktolife01 Featured By Owner Oct 7, 2013  Student General Artist

Hey sorry I would have wrote earlier but I actually did my homework for once. ANYWAYS HE CALLED ME CUTE!!!!!!!! At least I think he did.
TheGirlInTheWillow Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
He mouse! Voice of reason here... I finally found you!
francoclun Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the watch! Thanks for the fave as well - very kind of you. :D
abstract-mouse Featured By Owner Dec 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
no problem! :)
RaelynnForest Featured By Owner Dec 21, 2012  Student
You're welcome!
BadTouchTrioMiyazaki Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for stalking me, bro~
abstract-mouse Featured By Owner Dec 19, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist prob? xD
remind me again how i'm stalking you? I haven't been on here since my laptop bit the dust.
IridescentDragoness Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Oooh, you're stalking someone else now, too? :la:
abstract-mouse Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
oh, shush, you!!
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